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Another Survey.

1. What are your plans for the upcoming weekend?
I don’t know.

2. Is there anything that you need to get off your chest? 
I’m sad. All the time. And I know there’s nothing anyone can do to help me, but I wish people knew I’m not okay.

3. Is there anywhere you rather be? Where? 
Location doesn’t matter, but I want to be with my boyfriend…

4. Who is the first person that you know will respond to your messages asap?
My boyfriend.

5. Is there a secret that you need to get off your chest? 
No.

6. Did you recently go out on a date with the person you like?
Not recently.

7. What is one of your biggest pet peeves? 
Stupidity.

8. Name one unpopular opinion of yours: 
I think Jesus is gay.

9. What are you excited about? 
Meh.

10. When was the last time you cried? Why? 
Um… I guess it was two nights ago. I just broke down. I’m terribly lonely.

11. Has the person you like ever made you upset? 
Somewhat, but not in any way that’s serious.

12. What song are you currently listening to?
It’s a cheerful song called “Police Sirens Outside My Window Because The City I Live In Now Is Scary.”

13. Are you an early bird or night owl?
Both? If I could, I wish I wouldn’t sleep at all.

14. Which books are you currently reading?
Nothing.

15. Name one of your best features: 
Pass.

16. Who are your best friends? 
Nyk, Erika, Victoria.

17. Do you think your best friends would ditch you if they were to get a boyfriend/girlfriend?
No. They’re already spoken for.

18. Has a friend ever betrayed you in the past? 
No.

19. What is one thing people automatically notice about you?
They notice how quiet I am, and usually assume it’s because I’m a jerk.

20. What is one feature that you enjoy from the person you like? 
Physically, I think he’s all around very attractive. He also has a great personality and is very loving and cuddly. He’s a perfect.

21. Does anyone know you deepest darkest secret? 
No, although I wouldn’t call it a secret. I would tell someone if they asked me, but no one ever asks me.

22. Is there anybody you wish to open up to but just can’t for the sake that they will judge you?
No. The main reason I don’t open up to people is because I don’t want to push people away with my neediness.

23. Have you ever been out of the country?
Yes.

24. Did you ever wish on a shooting star?
Yes.
 
25. Are you a Disney fan at heart? 
Yes.

26. If you either had the choice of being able to teleport anywhere or being able to read anyone’s mind, which would you pick? 
Teleportation.

27. Scenario: If you were getting unwanted attention by some creeper, would the person you like stand up for you? 
Yes.

28. Scenario: You just became a celebrity, as people begin to know about you more, the person you trust the most starts sharing your darkest secrets for money, how would you react? 
I’d be pissed.

29. Favorite kind of soda? 
Coke.

30. Favorite holiday? 
Groundhog’s Day.

31. Does your family have any traditions? 
We used to. Not so much anymore.

32. Do you currently work, and if so do you love your job?
I’m currently not working.

33. Would you rather go to California or Texas on vacation? 
California.

34. Do you call it fall or autumn? 
Both.

35. Do you wear your heart on your sleeve or do you mainly keep your emotions to yourself? 
Both, kind of. I think I do a poor job of hiding my emotions, but I also don’t go around telling everyone how I’m feeling.

36. Does the person you like, know that you like them?
Yes.

37. How do they know?
I tell him I love him every day.

38. Can you fall asleep in a car?
Yes.

39. Do you live in an area that gets all four seasons? 
Yes.

40. Are you self-sufficient?
Mostly.

41. Are you closer to your mother or father?
My mother.

42. What do you think about people who cheat? 
I don’t like it. I think those people don’t know what love even is. If you love someone, you don’t just forget about them or push thoughts of them aside for someone else. It’s stupid.

43. When angry, do you get loud or quiet? 
Quiet.

44. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yes.

45. Ever been to a bar or club?
Yes.

46. Have you ever been in a secret relationship? 
Yes.

47. Have you ever danced in front of your mirror naked?
Probably, idk.

48. Are your grandparents still alive?
Most of them.

49. Ever been in a car accident?
No.

50. What is one thing that you fear? 
Being too needy, or boring, or old, and losing my love because of it.

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?
Yes.

52. Ever laugh until something you were drinking came out your nose? 
No.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes.

54. Do you watch a lot of tv?
Not really.

55. Are you currently in school?
No.

56. What car do you own? 
I don’t own one.

57. Are you a good driver?
I can’t drive.

58. How long is your hair?
I have a Mohawk. But what hair I DO have is medium length, I guess.

59. Last movie you watched?
I don’t remember.

60. When is your birthday? 
Nov 22.

61. If you could, would you upgrade to an iPhone 6?
Maybe if it was free.

62. Do you like rollercoasters? 
Not really.

63. Is there anyone that you never want to leave your life?
Yes.

64. Are you satisfied with your life right now?
No.

65. Are you in love?
Yes.

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Feeling down. Survey time.

1. Do you believe in ghosts or evil spirits? Would you be willing to spend a night alone in a house that is supposedly haunted?
I don’t really know. Part of me believes in ghosts, another part of me can’t understand how they could possibly be real. I would love to spend a night in a haunted house, but not alone. I’d need a group of friends with me.

2. Do you prefer being around men or women? Are most of your closest friends male or female? What do you think makes male friends different from female friends?
Doesn’t matter. Most of my friends now are female. I think male friends are different because sometimes they’re easier to joke around with and they don’t take things so seriously, but sometimes you need a girl because there are things only girls can understand. 

3. Describe the most enjoyable dream you can remember having. What made it so amazing? What about the worse nightmare you have ever had? What made it so terrible?
I don’t remember much these days.

4. How would you react if you found out, after marrying someone, that your mate had been involved in a relationship with someone of the same sex prior to meeting you? Would this change the way you felt about that person? Why or why not? 
It might change the way I feel about someone. Not that I would mind them being with someone of the same sex, but I would develop trust issues since they didn’t tell me earlier.  

5. How forgiving are you when one of your friends lets you down? Do you believe that everyone deserves a second chance?
It depends on the situation, but generally I try to give second chances to friends. But just because I forgive someone, doesn’t mean that I’ll ever forget what happened and I’d be wary next time with trusting them.

6. Do you think that advice from an older person carries a special weight because of their greater experience? Do you, as a young person, feel that your comments and advice have much effect on others?
I think, to a certain degree, that advice from an older person carries more weight. But I also know even older people don’t know everything. I’m not so young, but I think my advice might carry some weight, just considering that I’ve been places and done things and many people my age haven’t.

7. How do you picture your funeral? Is it important for you to have people mourn your death, or would you rather them celebrate your life? What would you like said, and whom would you like to speak? How do you want to be remembered?
I don’t want a fancy funeral. I don’t care what happens to my body – burn it or donate it, but don’t bury it. It’s just a husk when I’m gone and means nothing. I’m sure people will be sad, but I’d rather people just talk about nice things and have a laugh and remember good times.  

8. When you make a big sacrifice, do you tell others about it or keep it to yourself? Do you feel annoyed when your sacrifices aren’t noticed by others?
I don’t usually tell people when I’ve done something. I kind of hope someone notices, but I don’t really need acknowledgement or praise for it.

9. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be? When you have children, is there anything you will try to do differently than your own parents did?
I would have liked to be taught how to play an instrument. I won’t have kids.

10. Do you believe in any sort of God? If not, do you think you might still pray if you were in a life-threatening situation? 
No, I don’t believe in God. No, I wouldn’t pray.

11. If you became aware that, without a doubt, your mother was having an affair, what would you do? What if your father were to mention that he was going crazy thinking your mother was cheating? Would you tell him? 
Assuming my dad were alive, I’d more likely confront my mom, and tell her that she should tell my dad.

12. When was the last time you had really mind-boggling, intensely satisfying sex?
I don’t remember the date. Sometime within the last 6 months.

13. If you knew that your child was going to be born severely mentally handicapped and would die by the age of 5, would you have an abortion? Do you think that there is ever a situation in which aborting a child actually helps to avoid suffering?
I would have an abortion.

14. Would you rather be very much in love with one person and have no other friends, or have a large group of supportive and loving friends, but never find your “soulmate”?
In love. That person would be my best friend so… I wouldn’t need anyone else.

15. Is there anything that you find too personal to discuss with others? 
I keep many things private.

16. How old were you when you first had sex? Was it what you imagined it would be? Is there anything anyone could have told you that would have made it better? Do you think you would be better off if you had waited longer to have sex? 
I was 18, and it sucked.

17. Are you good at taking compliments, or do you usually shrug it off and act like you didn’t deserve the compliment? 
I don’t deserve compliments.

18. Are you someone who enjoys sleeping snuggled up with your significant other, or do you need space when you sleep?
I want cuddles all the time.

19. Have you ever lucid dreamed? Would you like to, or does the thought of being able to control your dreams scare you?
No I haven’t but I would like to.

20. If you were guaranteed honest responses to 3 questions, who would you question, and what would you ask? 
I don’t really know.